Without You

I feel like I need you,
And even though you hurt me.
I think I do.

I know that i love you...
I love you with all my heart.

But do you know..
Know how much you hurt me...

When I think about you..
Betraying me.
I can't help but want to die.

To think of my life without you,
Makes me want to let go...
To take my life away,
Your everything to me.
Without you i would have nothing.

When I thought about you...
And the way you feel about her.
I grabbed a knife..
And slit my wrist.

You can't tell someone..
That you love them,
If you don't.
Lying makes everything worse.

Look at me, I can't stand myself..
All i want is you.
I still love you..
And I always will.

I still want to grab that knife..
And cut deeper.
To take my life away..

I can pretend that you love me.
Its hard knowing you don't.
It hurts when you say you do.
Because in my heart, i know the truth.

Treat me as you wish...
I will love you anyway.