Lost Without You

It's been a week now, since we talked,
I still remember, the way we walked.
We went to the zoo, had so much fun,
Sharing thoughts, like we were one.
You told me things, you made me swear not to tell,
And now your avoiding me, it hurts like hell.
What did i do, to make you treat me this way?
Is it because, you want me to stay?
You know i must leave, for my job, my career,
I can't explain how this fills me with fear.
You promised me, we'd always be friends,
And now it seems, we've come to an end.
You promised me, you'd take care of me always and forever,
To me it seems, that wasn't very clever.
You know how i feel about you, and i know how you do too,
So why does this make both of us blue?
The more you ignore me, the more it will grow,
And i know one day that to you it will show.
But for now, please, just pick up the phone,
Coz i can't stand the thought, of being alone.

This is dedicated to a special friend of mine, she is the most amazing person in the world but for stupid reasons and 'morals' we will never be together.

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Thanks for reading my poem.