My love for Sean

I was hoping to find
A man suited for me
A man that's one of a kind
Where we were meant to be

I didn't think
That he'd like me
But I was wrong
It was truly him and me

But then to find out
That age mattered
My bubble bursted
And just splattered

I started to ball my eyes
I couldn't see why
I needed to realize
That he might not be "the guy"

I was stoked and bummed
I couldn't think straight
I was so cold I started to numb
There went my faith

Standing tall I tried
But the best I could do
Was sit and slope
And it was because of you

I love a man named Sean
He's the one I've been searching for
He turns me on
When I talk to him I'm never bored

One day I hope to be
More than what we are now
Just us :: him and me
Married in a church with a vow

That we will never part
No matter what
We just never would depart

But my dream ended
He talked to me sweet
I then started to cry
As if our relationship bended