It's been a few months now

Its been a few months now
Since you walked out of my life
The days have come and gone
Summers sun transformed to winters ice.
And all the while time never ceases
And my hurt still continues to feel
And the more time that seems to roll past
The more I realise its real.
You see yes i lost my best friend
The person for whom i had so much love
I can't call her when i need her
I can't ask her for a simple hug.
And i guess its just those Lil things
That bring tears to my eyes
That she doesn't want to be there for me
So who am i to deny...?

But since i started writing this poem
A month ago when i placed my soul on this paper
I couldn't continue to write, it hurt
I left it unfinished so i could complete it later.
But now when I returned to my poem
To finish expressing my hurt and pain
I realise things have gotten so much better between us
And your back in my life again.
And the thought of loosing you always
Not having my best friend my side
Broke my heart in an instant
My entire world and everything in it died.
Because you mean so much more to me
Than my words can ever say
And those times your strength has picked me up
I could never begin to repay.
The way you can comfort me with ease
And make my mess seem not so bad
No one can party like you and I do
Or make me smile so quickly when I'm sad.

So its been a few months huh?
And hasn't time turned us quite a page
I'm glad we've held onto to our friendship
Its been difficult for us both these days.
See me and my girl we love each other to death
We do almost everything together
Fact was we needed a Lil time to remember
Why we wanted our friendship to last forever.
See in time you start to take for granted
Little things that mean so much
And you only tend notice and care about them
Once they are beyond your touch.
And we have made a vow to each other
To never let this happen to us anymore
Its something we can control and work towards
Our friendship is so special and worth fighting for.

So its been a few months now
And things have really started to improve
We are getting along so much better
And its something we'll never loose
So to all the girls out there
Having problems with there best friends
Give your girl some space to clear her head
See where the situation ends
Because she probably needs a Lil space
And you probably need the same
And before you know it your friendship
Will be like it once was before again...

Please vote and comment
Thanks for your time :o)