August 4th 2004

Please comment and tell me what yall think Id appreciate it

You have a power over me that is overwhelming
You are like the air that keeps me breathing
If it wasnt for our child you would be my only reason to continue living

When we fight and you say hurtful things I just want to die
But it never fails for every little thing I always forgive you right down to your many lies
Everytime Isee you it hurts because I love you so much I wish I could look in your eyes and say I love you so but this is the final goodbye

I sit and think everyday why those words cant reach my lips- what is holding me back?
I dont know why i thake so much crap- i love you so much i even lisiten to you talk about all the girls you meet and how u bust your mack
I dont know why anyone including me would give you time of day- you must put up a good front because compared to most guys there is so much you lack

everytime i grow the balls to open up to you, you just get mad and say you dont want to talk
is it because it brings back memories and thoughts to you that youd rather have blocked?
all i need is for you to answer a few questions for closure and so if your answers are no than that part of my heart i can lock.