Needed Courage

Spiraling down the abysmal hell hole of life.Wrists being sliced with razor blades, blood spilling in waves on the floor.Heart is so back resorting to stabbing friends in the back, Hurt and Pain all around me, but as long as they are as unhappy as I am, who gives a rats ass? My life sucks, Thoughts keep flashing to suicide, but I'm too chicken to end it, to afraid to apply pressure. So I settle for the cutting pain, and let blood droplets spill on the floor.