Suicidal Tendencies

Wish I could just end it all
Wish I could see it fall
The writings on the wall
Its time for the evil to crawl

My hand edges towards the gun
But now it's all done
Past mistakes can ‘t be undone
But it Seems like I am outdone

Still I have to
Carry out my responsibilities
Still I have to
Fulfill these possibilities

No use running away
This time I have to stay
Got to face the new day
Got to cure this decay

Evil stares at me
Hope it's just a delusion
Death glares at me
Hope it's just an illusion

Got to get rid of
These suicidal tendencies
Because death isn't going to cure me
Got to get rid of the dependencies
Because death won't set me free