The angry voices all around
They've driven me insane
They push me to the ground
Filling my soul with pain
There is no surprise when tears flow
I'm used to the puffy eyes and stained cheeks
I'm used to the churning in my stomach that won't go
I'm used to the feeling of being utterly weak
The feeling of insides crawling
I can feel my heart break in two
The nights are committed to bawling
And I ask myself “What Is Wrong With You?”
This life I was given, I can't rise above
All is out of reach, it seems
And the only times I ever experience love
Is while in my dreams
I listen to them degrade me to no end
Locking myself in my room till they finish
Nothing can help me; not even a friend
So I watch my life slowly diminish
I'll forever hold this feeling of worthlessness
This feeling that proves home isn't sweet
I'll be lost in my helplessness
Because my family will defeat
And that fact alone destroys me
Because I won't ever be better than this
So there's no point to try, you see
They'll always make me feel worthless
Nothing can help me; not even a friend
So I watch my life slowly diminish
I'll forever hold this feeling of worthlessness
This feeling that proves home isn't sweet
I'll be lost in my helplessness
Because my family will defeat
And that fact alone destroys me
Because I won't ever be better than this
So there's no point to try, you see
They'll always make me feel worthless
