What You Don't Know

Don't ask what's my name
My age doesn't matter
You'll never know of how I cried
Of how I threw up so I wouldn't get fatter

Who I am makes no difference
Just label me another dead kid
You won't know how I was beat
And of the cuts I hid

You'll never see my pretty blonde hair
And my gorgeous baby blue eyes
You'll never know of the child inside me
The one that's been locked in and dies

I've been starved of happiness
You'll never see this life
My energy is running low
I won't ever be someone's wife

Last night I took some pills
Hoping I might O.D.
All it does is weaken me more
This is all a part of me

But you'll never know
About my suicidal cries
You'll never know that after the last break up
My soul and heart dies

The state is going to lock me up
Because of the drugs I've done
So I might just kill myself
I wanna see light and sun

What you don't realize
Is that I've been waiting so long
And you don't know I live off music
“Wait and Bleed” is my favorite song

You'll never know
Of how I loved to write
Because you didn't take the chance
To know about my internal fight

But one thing you'll never know
Is that I've seen the light
After I took those pills, I found a knife
And I really did die last night

(This is resubmitted)