I'm sick of living my life
I somehow just want to hide
From all the loneliness I feel
I know its not a dream its real
When I look at other kids
So happy and well behaved
I then think 'how could I have been saved?'
All this forgotten love I've wasted on
Staying in the heart of many lives
Now all I see is black tears in my eyes
I let the lines of sorrow run down to the pillow against my head
Beside was a book I already read
It was about a girl with a happy life
When I think of that its makes me want to grab a knife to kill her precious life
Just throw out the grief inside
Wipe the sweat and tears from my eyes
Maybe start over from a new day
So that I can be happy again
Then as time flies maybe just maybe I'll have friends
To help me make it to the end
