I Dont Think He Sees

I love him. I think i really do. I can picture myself with him forever. But he doesn't. We dance around the subject all the time. I'm not even sure how he feels. Sure, hes said those 3 Little words to me before.. well.. many times before.. but sadly i honestly don't think he does. I wish i could tell him exactly how i feel. How much i love him.. how much i adore him.. how much i think of him.. how much i miss him when hes only away for maybe a few hours. I wanna just cry every time he brings up the fact that we will break... yes... that we WILL break up. Hes told me were not gonna be together forever, and i mean i can understand why he says that i mean.. cause were Probably not. but i can see us together for a long time. why cant he? sometimes i think i should go ahead and get it over with and break up with him and saving him the trouble and saving myself from a REALLY difficult break up. because thats whats it gonna be. i don't wanna break up ever! i love him so much. should i tell him? i really don't want to in regrets of getting hurt. i don't want to scare him. but i really do and I'm so scared of getting hurt. i just don't know what to do.

i know this wasn't really a poem.. i was just feeling this and i figured if some of y'all read it y'all might have some input and could help me out... id really appreciate it thanks.