Live a lie

Everyday I live a lie, no one knows the truth, what is there to deny, I thought it would be easier, this is all going awry, I feel so lost, all I want to do is cry, I don’t even know the truth anymore, my life’s going by so spry, there’s nothing to care about anymore, when shit happens all I can do is let it by,theres nothing I can do, why should I even try, it seemed no one even listened, so no longer do I have anything to apply, I wish I wasn’t this way, sometimes I cant stand to defy, but remember you made me this way ,you didn’t try to help or imply, I never liked to admit the truth anyhow, so when people used to ask I never knew how to reply, there’s nothing more to do ,so I sit here and wonder why, days go by and I still cant let go of the past, I guess its my fault I have to lie, all I can do is say good bye, and live this lie till I die!