The reason i died

Each morning she woke
in a world she called hell
deep into her problems
every day she fell

neglected at home
no food to get by
a splitting headache from tears she cried

a father who beats her
raped her many times
no punishments
for these terrible crimes

at school she is bullied
for the clothes that she wears
trying to hide
from the predictors stairs

she tried once to hang her self
and many times cut her wrists
an overdose once or twice
the pain she can't resist

that day after school
as she walked home
silent tears down her cheek
she was all alone

she stopped on a bridge
look in the water at her reflection
she looked at her life
the pain anger and rejection

she sat herself up
upon the bridge wall
thinking who would care
if she was to fall

she looked around
and seen one or two faces
and there's was a girl
she had seen in many places

so she took a deep breath
said a silent goodbye
she new today
was the day she would die

she flew of the wall
and splashed into the river
the water so cold
making her shiver

she started to sink
some school children gathered around
the started to giggle
and laugh aloud

they thought she was joking
and just being weird
a lossage of breath
her ending neared

she looked up to the sky
she the girl she recognised
she couldn't think
as hard as she tried

the laughing faded
blood poured from her lips
she opened her eyes
heard someone say she must have slipped

she rolled on her side
started to cough
no matter how hard she tried
it was never enough

her life had been spared
once again
but she would have to suffer
live her life in pain

she looked around
and she saw the face of that girl
he face was so pale
like a white shiny purl

she went home that night
fell asleep of to bed
dreamt of the pain
swirling round in her head

the whole thing a dream
11:56 pm written in the paper
the dream was so real
in went a bit far

her mother and father found her dead
she died of shock form the nightmare she had
everyone was crying
a perfect life she had

the girl she recognised had been in the paper
she died the day before she jumped in the lake
her life full of hell
full of pain and hate

why this had happened nobody new
but the girl who co minted suicide
and she was the reason
that last night i died.....