My Life

My Life is so depression
i feel like no one really cares about me
they look down on my tears
find everything amusing about my fears

they find so many words
to describe who i am
none are true
Because they don't know me

My smiles are fake
my life's a mistake
my friends seem embarrassed
when i come around them

to many regrets to let go
no longer can i pretend
that i don't know
what they clearly show

i am a outcast
at school and even at home
I feel out of place
and i know I'm alone

unable to fit in
trying to deny
who i truly am within
living in a big lie

ashamed of what
i am to become
ending it now
will take away their fun

trying not to cry now
Alone in my room
i hope not to be found
so no one could stop me

you've pushed me
to far to breathe
I'm dying now
I'm too pined down to be sat free

i was never
accepted by me closet kin
never really
have a friend

denied respect
now i have
the chance
to breathe again