The guy i go out with

How long has it been since I've felt this way??
It's been a good 2 years and some odd days
I've forgotten how to feel
but the hard shell you peeled
I was once rock and stone
Now my true colors have shone
I'm someone who wants someone in my life..
Someone who helps me put away the knife..
I found a good friend who helps me
But now i got a boi friend who helps me see
He helps me see I'm not an ugly girl
I truly ain't alone in this lonely world
You help me feel the way i used to dread
You help forget wishing to be dead..
You and my best friend help me more than i can say
and i will thank you for it till my dying day...