Still can't believe

Its been months
but i still can't
believe that you are gone.

I miss you so much
I wish you were here.

Everyday i think
I need to go see my daddy
but then a little voice
way in the back says
you can't, hes dead.

I wish there was a gravesite
or somewhere i could go
that would tell me for sure
that you are gone and
not comin back.

It hurts so much
to go on everyday.
Some days i am happy
other days i am not.
I continue to think
i would be so much happier
if you were still alive.

Daddy i need you
more then you had ever known.
Why did you leave me?
Why did God take you?

I need you here with me
to share my hopes and dreams.
I need you here to tell
me what is right and wrong
and help me to avoide
some unthinkables.

Whom can i go to now?
Whom can i trust that much?
I had just given you my heart
and then you took it and died.

I can't take it no more.
Maybe if i commited suicide..
I could be with you for just
one more day.