How Can You?

How do you go about telling a person you want to die?
That you feel so much pain on the inside,
That you don't remember the last time you were happy?
That the only thing that can take your pain away,
is a razor-blade?
That you stay up all night,
From your mind racing with memories
You'd do anything to get rid of?
And your wrists burning from the
crimson tears that have soaked your body?
How do you tell them that you try to be happy and smile,
But every time you try it hurts?
Knowing that all of the people that call themselves your "friends",
Really aren't because you where a constant mask.
With things like that in your mind.
How could you go to someone and just say the simple words I want to die?