Anything Is Forgiven

I know I said some things in the past,
I know you are still mad,
But I used to think our friendship would last,
I know we both feel sad.

My anger still lingers, my hate runs still strong,
I cant seem to come clean,
But now I apologise its been far too long,
I see that I was too mean.

You arent my best friend, we both know the truth,
But my god you were not close to last,
I know that my behaviour was totally uncouth,
But please lets be friends, forget the past.

I send this out to one friend,
The one I dont want to hate,
We always said friends to the end,
So i ask this, am i still your mate?