Sad tears and hurtful words
None of us meaning the awful things we say
The lies we told one another
Same words repeating over and over in our minds, but not in our hearts
We say we hate each other and wish you where dead
But I wish I could show you how much I love and care for you
No matter how many times I had told you I hate you and wished I had a better mother
That’s where my lie begins
I don’t hate you I love you more than anything
For another mother they wont be like you caring and sweet your one of a kind
The thoughts of when you say you wish you were dead so I wouldn’t have to put up with you and be oh so happy
Right now I can tell you that
I would cry every second of the day wishing you were right by me helping me through life
These silly fights we go through doesn’t every mother and daughter go through too?
I know you want to go out and have time together
I do to
It seems every time we try to get together someway in somehow it gets ruin
But I know a day will come and both of us would have nothing better to do as in our silly fights we play every darn day
You’re my mother and that’s the way I want it to be even if these little childish games go on forever
And I’ll always be your daughter even if I say the little white lies I tell you
Please mama try to understand no matter what happens or what I say this here is the truth
I love you and care for you more than life has a meaning
You’re my only shinny star up in the sky at night
You’ve been there when I cry and you know me more than you think
So please mama can you forgive me in someway in somehow in your heart?
You’re dearest daughter-
Cassandra
