I have.
I have this girl in my life,
and things are going great, so
it seems.
I just wish that this is for real,
and not some fake dream.
I awake.
I awake from my restful sleep,
and escaped from that wonderful
dream.
It was just my imagination playing
tricks on me.
I'm hungry.
I'm hungry for someone in my life,
that I can call my love.
A girl I can walk down the aisle with
and have feelings for,
that nobody has ever dreamed of.
I'm tired.
I'm tired of casting my bait into
open waters, and coming home empty
handed.
Like I was meant to be by myself on
an island stranded.
I'm alone.
I'm alone in this room, and in this big
house.
Some days I wish I could just crawl away
in a hole in the wall, and by unnoticed
like a mouse.
