Changes

I go through everyday
Telling myself there's nothing wrong
But inside I know
I can no longer stay strong
I go on everyday
Lying to myself
I go on everyday
Refusing any help
I hide all the feelings
That lie within my heart
It's time to make a change
And stop tearing my life apart
There's no longer a sparkle
That shined within my eyes
The only time they sparkle
Is when I start to cry
I wake up in the morning
Put a smile on my face
So no one will notice
I'm in an empty place
A place filled with sorrow
Filled with a river of tears
A place filled with anger
With a stream of many tears
A place where I'm alone
Filled with broken dreams
A place where I hide
Lying alone in the dark
This place is my mind
I try to escape this horrible place
I try to run away
But not matter how hard I try
I'm there at the end of the day
This place, it sucks me in
It slowly drags me down
Eventually, in this river of tears
I will surely drown
But wait, there's hope
Darkness heading into light
I finally have someone
To help me through the fight
I reach out to you
You hold out your hand
Someone finally cares
Someone trys to understand
With your help and care
and with you by my side
I no longer have to run
I no longer have to hide
The river is much shallower
I am learning how to swim
I will no longer drown in my tears
I know what lies within
The fight will soon be over
I will no longer need to lie
This nightmare will soon end
I will no longer have to cry