Alternate World

I'm pained
In this life
I feel so stained
I feel so lost

I look around
Don't see a thing
Darkness
Sadness
Is what lies around me

Fragile,
Been broken
I'm losing it
I've stopped hoping

Shattered
Alarmed
No smiles to be found
I'm slipping
I'm falling
Straight onto the ground

This world I have created
Is a land of tears
But I create a new one
Where I lie about my fears

In this world I am alone,
feeling sorry for myself
In this world I'm torn
There's no one here to help

I guess there is a problem
Both my worlds are black
I really need to change them
I need my hapiness back