I have a million emotions inside
A million emotions that I'm forced to hide
I want to let it out
But it could ruin everything
It makes me wanna shout
Because I cant take everything
You're perfect for me in every way
Except that you got a girl calling you baby
You're not just my friend that I fell in love with
You love the girl your with
I can't take this pain
Loving you truly drives me insane
I can't stand looking at you
If that girl's on your mind
I hate chillin with you
If you're not even mine
I hate that when I call, you tell her its your mama on the phone
Because she's trippin in the background
Acting like it's her phone
Why do you have to hide me, if I'm “just a friend”?
You lie to her about me
I guess you're scared that y'all would end
How could I ever let you know how I feel?
I just want you to myself
So “we” could be real
You're the only thing I want
But she's in the way
I wish I could tell you
I wish you could feel the same
I can't tell my boy that I fell in love with him
Because if I did, he'd probably never speak to me again
But what if you felt something that one time we kissed?
If I don't tell you how I feel
Than there might have been something we could have missed
Every time you tell me what you bought her at the mall
I pretend like I care
As I stare at your picture on my wall
Whenever you show me the poem you wrote for her
I substitute her name for mine
Because it sounds so much better
Every time you tell me how she's changed your life
And that you love her so much
And she makes you feel alive
The tears never stop
Knowing there could never be a chance
Just makes my heart drop
I don't want to risk our friendship
And tell you how I feel
But I can keep frontin
Because my love for you is real
When you tell me how much you love her
Behind every smile you see there's a tear
But I'll keep it on the low just because I love you
And I still want you near
