Not gonna be easy

When will it all begin how long will it all take
Y does bittersweet taste so good .
It's breakin my heart ,I\'m getting restless to fast
Y can I not I stop living in my past
I'm losing my hope about to give in
I feel like my whole world is cavin'
I've been waitin so long ,guess it is time to move on
I can taste the lips of defeate
giving up is not gonna b easy