My pain is there even it doesn’t show,
I want to know what I am going though,
But life is so mucked up,
I don’t know where to go for the answer,
But I need to let you know,
I do want to talk but I’m not great company,
I try to say but I can’t believe that this is happening,
I know that people care but it is so hard for me to take I in,
I really don’t like being this way but they don’t understand,
But I can’t say the words because I’m not heard,
Well if they listen I can’t speak,
I lie to hide my true feelings because of their pain,
So they don’t understand what I don’t say but they don’t hear what I say,
It is all just a blur that I need to think,
I know it is wrong but I cant let it out,
It is driving me mad,
But I ant keep it like this,
I am falling out with the people keeping me alive,
But I need to know they care.
