Trying

I tired of you
telling me I'm not
trying,
You act like i sit
alone crying.
I have changed
a lot of things,
but your words,
my heart they sting.
Why can't give me
recognition
for the good I've done
instead you think
bad i have gone.
It's not true,
I'm just trying to look
up to you.
Looking for the light,
looking for strength
to win this fight.
You give me an inch
an i take a mile,
I haven't done that in
while.
I'm trying so hard to please
everyone,
but this must be
impossible
to get done.
Sorry i have messed
up your perfect life,
now its filled with all of
my strife.
It's not fair, how much
i don't fit in,
let me take your mind
for a spin.
I wont change my style,
for you all keep trying
and i gave in for a while.
I can't please you anymore,
and now i need to let
my life take sore.
I've got the lord
by my side,
you still can say
that you tried.
The lord has given me wings,
to move on,
my now my words have
gotten strong.
God bless you,
and thanks for helping
me through.