Hate

I hate my life, I cannot sleep
I'm going to die, or so it seems
I am depressed, I am alone
When I need a hand, no one's home

I was ok, but now I'm not
I need a hand, to hold on
No one notices, or can see
that I'm depressed, I'm not me

I want to die, I want to live I want my life normal again
I want to seethat I'm ok
I know right now I am a shame

I am a disaster, I am uncontrolled
I don't know what to do or show
I hate my life, I hate my dreams
I hate all people, I hate me.