I hate you

My life was different it wasn't the same

My father was abusive and it brought me to shame

Nobody knew for they had to clue

Everyday i hear it coming into the room i stop form running

He takes off his belt and begins to hit after it's all over i start to slit

I mark a list of the people who did me wrong

My daddy was at the top of the list and then all of a sudden he was gone

Where did he go i hope he died or maybe he went to work i started to cry

I hear the door open in the downstairs hall My eyes filled up with tears i began to ball

When the door opened my eyes got wide I started to get up and find a place to hide

But standing there was a brother and he began to cry

I ran into his arms and told him i wanted to die

He looks me in the eyes and says his goodbyes

He tells me he\'s leaving for i thought he knew

I kept my eyes shut for i wonder if he knew who

I began to feel weak and i wanted to fall

After he left i rushed to the phone i made a call

I told my best friend and he rushed to aid

He looked at me weird and i told what was made

My father came home and i began to run

My friend held me close and i felt like i was done

My father walked in and saw my friend

He started cus about how i had been

I friend took me to his house

And i felt like i was a quiet little church mouse

i went in the bathroom and found a knife

After that night i ended my life