Umm...yes, i still struggle with my weight a lot. I have up days and down days. I sometimes see only fat, and sometimes i can appreciate the body God has given me. I am not fat per say, i am about 120 lbs, but living in this world of perfection when you are an 18 year old girl is very hard to even be satisfied with that. I am tryign to truly reacy happiness and this summer has helpled alot. I would not know if i could say i am still bulimic, i hafve not purged in over 3 weeks...but the diseaser always comes back to haunt you.

very nice poem on a very sensitive subject. Great work!

i hope you don't really feel like this..you have lost alot of weight and you should be proud of that! i think you look fine the way you are and i'm not saying this just cuz im your sister...anyway nice poem! lol