My snotface

The more i think about it,i realize were the same. you and i, playing in this one big game.
what i see is just a dream, its something like a mirage..only i feel it here. its in front of you and me.
see it clear, the names have been written. something I've waited to happen but never believed would.
i think its real, at least i think it is. i feel it in my heart and mind. still, such a forbidden love. understood by no-one.
a truth that conquered all, one that deceives what makes us who we are and how we live. constant reminders, floating in my head, butterflies in my stomach, that will never be dead.
understanding my reason, screams a cry from above, this has to be the most beauteous thing, the most beautiful love.
secret denial, i don't want to believe, I've finally fallen, so now i must leave.
i comprehend my feelings and looking back to see, i know you were the girl that was meant to be with me.i don't know why, i don't know how, all i know is that i love you now.
who am i, to say such things, who am i to believe past my obsession. saying things only i know that only i mean. its hard to sleep, when I'm thinking of you, I'm sorry but i really do. its crazy to say all these kind words, i know you think I'm a crazy fool, but only to the things i have to conquer and that i must dual. goodnight my gorgeous snot face. goodbye to all today, i gave up nothing and now its time to pay.