When you left me

You left me here behind to cry,
and every day i sit and stare at the sky

i ask God why you had to leave
but all i hear are the loud rustling trees

when i tell you i miss you,you question me why,
and all i can do is sit there and lie

there's so many things that remind me of you,
even dumb things like the lace on my shoe

the day you come back is the day i fear,
cause I'm scared all I'll do is shed a million tears

I've had my heart broken once before,
and i wont let it happen anymore

although i write things it doesn't help,
it still makes me want to yelp

the past few years have been so hard for me,
but when I'm with you i forget and become worry free

you don't know how i feel deep down inside,
cause when i talk to you its something i hide

you think i like you but your wrong i don't,
instead i love you and i never wont

i have carved your number into my skin,
but it just fades away and becomes small and thin

i carved your name into my heart,
and each day it falls even more apart

although i know your to old for me,
i still feel like were meant to be

and when I'm with you i feel like a feather,
a feather that could fly away to another country,
just like you did when you left me

p.s
this is one of my first poems so please rate it cause im curious to see what other people think of it.