Wasted

I cried all day today
It's all I ever do
This is nothing out of the ordinary
This is nothing new
Another wasted day
Another wasted cry
Inside a wasted life
With another wasted try
Everyday is like a war
Another problem begins
Everyday is a constant battle
That I never seem to win
I go into the bathroom
Then I lock the door
It's always the same
Me, Crying on the floor
I hate being here
I hate being home
It's always a struggle
I feel so alone
I can't wait to leave this place
I can't wait to get away
I hate what my life's become
Crying everyday
I curl up with a blanket
And I lie on my bed
I sleep all day
Waking up, I dread
I wish I could sleep for eternity
And never have to wake
Or create another world
A happy place, that's fake
Wiping the tears
That fall down my cheeks
I'm breaking down
I'm becoming weak
I can't take this, crying empty tears
It's overcoming me
I can no longer stay strong
Living this way, feels so wrong
No matter what I do
No matter how hard I try
I try to have hope
But at the end of every day
I cry