Trusting a girl with a knife...(4 kaley)

Kaley you are all that i need.
A friend till the end.
I need you to succeed.

Your dedication and faith,
True qualities I cherished.
The trust that i have in you,
It's all that i ever wished.

The talks and the walks.
The hours spent together.
Whether it was sunny or storming,
You stayed with me through all weather.

Yet now my heart pangs.
The wound in my back still bleeding,
From the continuing stabs...
From the lies to me you were feeding.

The scars cannot be erased,
With the simplicity of a brush,
The wounds upon my skin,
My heart which has been crushed,

As if you ever made me feel guilty,
As if i ever cried for you,
As if i felt we were forever,
Now i know that we are through.

So suck it up...live with the guilt.
For i want you to feel just how bad i felt.
This may be harsh, i may be cruel.
But what we had has no renewal.

Grrr....long story but this is definitely really fresh...i wish i had the guts to send this to her...but whatever, at least it is over.