She hates her...despises all of her, wants to be free,
Fly away, let go, forever, just let her be.
Why does life throw so many sharp objects her way?
Why can't ana just by her side...stay?
How can she live each tormenting day?
When was the point she gave her soul away?
I don't understand anymore...
What my life has become...
I have so many friends,
And such a loving God above,
Why can't i give this pain up?
Just let myself be loved.
The hurt is becoming unbearable.
The pain just goes too deep.
I have nothing left to live for.
I fall to you and weep.
Ana take me by your hand...
Send Mia to another place.
Let me hear your voice.
Show me your precious face.
Please someone hear my prayers.
I know their context, not.
Or what at all they desire.
All i know is i am done...
Confused i cry open ana fire.
You see my mixed up mind.
You hear my mixed up heart.
I'm falling ever fast.
Falling all apart.
If no one hears my cry...
If no one answers back...
Then I think I'll just give up.
For the strength alone, i lack...
Since some people have been asking, ana and Mia are nicknames that i have made for two girl who have been fighting for the control over my life for some time now, anorexia and bulimia.
