I sit, and shake...waiting, thinking
i sit and stare...wondering, thinking
i pick up a knife, so sharp and mean, think of life and start to scream. I raise the knife and close my eyes, i see your face and start to cry. Its you that helps me stay alive, i picture you and start to smile. Its in my heart its in my skin, that i am depressed and hurt within. I won't to die, i won't 2 sleep, but its u that keeps me on my feet. Iv'e been close, iv'e hurt before, i hurt so bad, i fell to the floor. I just want to say, that through thick and thin, your the one that keeps me in.
thanx, love always.
