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by Kathryn Aug 12, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Where do i start there are so many things to say all about my life and how nothing ever goes my way such things like when i was back in grade seven meeting tommy and falling in love at the age of eleven he had been my life and my soul for everyday till i met this guy Jason and i had different things to say because Jason was a guy who meant a fair bit to me but i still new that the guy i loved was tommy so my life changed again when i met with tom in year nine he said to me these words i just want you to be mine but yet once again i lost tom because of his dad but thats OK i guess because we did do something bad then my life got worse as i moved on with me wanted myself just to die and be gone just as i thought that i was better off dead i got that phone call from tom and i knew i was not mislead tom was my life back then and he was everything else to i even got to him those three words i love you but like usual he mad me sad because we did something and he might of been a dad so he threw away the love just because of that and now us meeting again becomes and unknown fact so that is why i hate my life so bad because everything thats made me happy also made me sad