This pain inside will never cease.
Ill never truly be at ease.
I hurt myself more than you know.
I never really want you to go.
What I need you here you run away.
You never seem to want to stay.
It hurts inside when you avoid my eyes.
All you do is run and hide.
I dwell on everything that is said.
It rolls on for days in my head.
You hurt me deeply when you don't speak to me.
I'm chained inside to things that hurt me.
What you see is a smiling girl.
But that is nowhere close to my world.
The pain I hide will never show.
So I guess its best if you just go.
I don't want to scare you with my feelings.
For they are mine with which I'm dealing.
Maybe not now and not how I should.
But I know if you found out you'd be gone for good.
So leave no if leave you must.
But always know its me who I don't trust.
What I need is one true friend.
One I know will be there when I'm near my end.
One that wont run when I push them away.
One that I know will always stay.
