I hate the way i don't hate you at all

I hate the way you leave me feeling all alone,
I hate the way I'm waiting for your call but no sound echos from the phone.

I hate the way you leave me feeling so angry,
I hate the way you belittle me at every opportunity.

I hate the fact that i love the way your hair curls around your ears,
I hate the way you know everything including my hopes and fears.

I hate the way you cheer me up whenever i am down,
I hate the way you can make me wear a smile instead of a frown.

I hate the way that i miss you when you're away,
I hate the fact that i miss you night and day.

I hate the way you can change my mind and make me believe,
I hate the way you're every part of me and every dream.

I hate the way i say these things and then when you call,
I hate the way i realise i love you, and i don't hate you at all.