I lye awake
Tearing each night
My life is a born nightmare
I am in so deep
The voices, they tell me
I need to stay strong
But then in reality
I know i dont belong
Oh father, how you hurt me
Each and everyday
How you forgot about the love, and stayed clear away
I know the truth now
That you never really cared
You can stop with all the "im sorrys"
Cause they mean nothing coming from you
And even though i know each night
Deep right down i love
BUt You are the pit of all my anger
And im not going to be around for one of ur "innocent" little hugs
Stop trying to fit in
BEcuase even you dont belong
No one really does
But i am almost right above
And i cant take the pain
That i deal with everyday
So father, i am sorry
But your the reason why i will take my life away
