Goodbye

My world is falling apart
all I feel is the beat of my heart
I knew right from the start
that it would end this way

Yet I still gave it a chance
another attempt at romance
I would still ask you to dance
if I had to do it again today

I regret not a single kiss
not a single hug that I would miss
It sucks it had to end like this
but you kept pushing me away

What was I supposed to do
every thought I had was of you
You're not the girl I thought I knew
the one from yesterday

I wonder if you really loved me
or just took pleasure in my misery
Now you want us to still be
and you're begging me to stay

I so badly want to stay here
but my thoughts are filled with fear
I'm afraid of pain and tears
another game that I will not play

I still love you
I fear you know that
and will use it on
therefore I say goodbye