The Mistake

More than tears come from the face
The expressionless can show more than what thought
Depression all around
Miserably, people walk around turning to their daily lives.
Suicide, Deaths, Murders
Everyone is a little psycho at times
Many need help.
Abuse, Cursing, Jealousy
Envious is not a crime but leads to one
The screams are so awful,
The rain falls hard onto the glass.
90 miles an hour, lost in thought.
Scared, suffocating through the air breathed
Drowning in the stream that flows along
Falling off the bridge wont solve the problems had
Going under everything, ruining the life
A kid you have, but not that you care, because it’s about you
Friends who love you, but the enemies you think about
Hating on the family you have,
They treated you bad
But what about everyone else?
This won’t solve a thing
Yelling causes blood pressure to rise and crazy things that over-rides
Killing the ones you hate makes you worse than what you meant to be
The crime you made is more than enough, so please stop
No, no. Just one more death….

Now gone, I made so many promises
I wanted to keep them, but I couldn’t
I know sorry won’t make up for it,
But I left you when I said I wouldn’t
I’ll be there now, but you just won’t see me.
The love I have, still goes strong.
Always be the one who I fell in love with.
Your mine. Don’t forget, I’m watching.
Don’t mess up because I did.
To all who mattered, I hope you get this
I should have thought about who cared.
But I didn’t. And I didn’t realize how much I had.
Everyone stared, it drove me crazy, the looks were insane
They never cared. You did.
I never noticed, but you didn’t care.
I miss life, the old life, the happy times
Before the fight, before the years started over
When we were young and nothing mattered.
It wasn’t who drove me to this, it was the loneliness,
The pain inside, and the eternal suffering that would never leave
Traveling back in time, just to make me smile once again
Sometimes I would just stay there, change what I did wrong.
But when I came back the mistake was still there, it never left.
We don’t talk anymore, that hurts.
Missing all the laughs and joyous times together.
The smile and my laugh now fade, never to be seen again.
Hidden from what I used to know.
I messed up, so does everyone but this is unfixable.
Screwing around has consequences especially what you can wind up with.
I had to leave, I had to get away.
And now I have.