You drove me to suicide

I hold the end of the razor sharp knife,
With one slit goes the rest of my life,
My mind doesn't see clear,
My mind races but not with fear,
Nothing comes without a price,
my lifes a gamble like a roll of the dice,
I hate the way things have turned out,
I hate the way you looked at me the way you had to shout,
It doesn't matter who's to blame,
but for the rest of your life you'll carry the burden and the shame,
I tremble as the knife cuts me deep,
I can't feel pain, i can't weep,
For the shit you gave me,
it drove me crazy!!