Crying

Today I realized you were gone and tears were there to take your place.

I cried because I was happy that you escaped the pain that I so often brought your life.

I cried because of the selfishness that I possessed..

The one that wanted you around because I need you.

The selfishness that caused your pain.

I cried because I loved you with every being of my soul...

But you felt nothing but insincerity.

I loved you...but I didn't show it.

Now all I do is know that you are gone.

Know that I pushed you away..

Pushed you out of my life..

You were my life...

You still are.

Since you are gone.

So must my life be.

Gone, dead, finished...Over