I\'ve never lost as much

I've never lost as much in the blink of an eye,
I've been thrown so low after flying so high,

Ilost it all with just one look,
I lost everything i ever took,

People say you never lose it all,
I lost it all and they saw me fall,

I've never hit the ground so hard,
That is why i always guard,

My emotions and unfelt pain,
I've never lost as much yet had so much to gain,

I lost my life i hurt my trust,
I lost my love and unheard lust,

The blowing wind swipes away my screams,
All thats left are the shards of my shattered dreams,

My heartbreak will get worse,
And sadness will emerse,

But when you lose it all as fast as i did,
And all the people that mattered backed off and hid,

Living doesn't seem to matter,
As life is just one batter,

I;ve never lost as much whilst i ignore and cry,
I've never been so lost as my life just drifted by.