Just walk away from me envy!

Ive come to the conclusion, yes, a decsicion on my own,
that its time to walk away.

i cant take the pressure that like a cloud sits atop my head ready to rain on my weakest moments.

i feel i am of no more use to this world,
i am but a lonely cave of blunder being striked by the devil's madness.

here i sit hoping that releasing these feelings will heal what has been forever ripped inside of me.

the demons envy my ways as i sit in vanity and disgust on the devil's right hand side. dont you wish you were me.

wishing that someone can lift me up to what seems to be a land of greed that weighing so much, lightly sits in the sky.

leave me alone, i trip over your mistakes.
i cant stand waking up and knowing i look like you do.

why couldn't you just leave when you had the chance, instead you chose to torment me with your presence.