It hUrtS knOwin\'

The thought frightens me
sends shivers up my spine
how could i ever go on
when you are not mine?
i love you more than life itself
and to me, your the world
id trade all i had
jus to be your girl
id reach into the heavens
and hold for you, the brightest star
to show you your the light in my life
to let you know jus how special u are
but my mind sees whats real
and, you don\'t feel the same way
hurts ma heart so much
these words i don\'t dare say
must shield my heart from pain
so i fight until the death
for it is you who i love
give to my very last breath
your voice allows me to sleep
and your kisses let me live
to have your whole heart
nothing i wouldn\'t give
my dreams give me hope
the fantasies i make
i want to sleep forever
cuz it hurts to be awake
it hurts knowing I\'m jus another
when you\'re my only one
it hurts knowing I\'m jus a star
when to me, your the sun
it hurts knowing i feel empty
when you have my heart
it hurts knowing i need you
when we\'re always apart
it hurts knowing things will never change
cuz its me who\'s still here
it hurts knowing that i love you
cuz its you who isn\'t there
it hurts knowing i must move on
cuz its something i jus cant do
it hurts knowing i must find another
cuz to me, its only you
it hurts knowing you\'ll never trust me
cuz id never tell you lies
it hurts knowing life is the way it is
cuz i see something in your eyes
it hurts knowing you wouldn\'t look twice
wen i cant help but stare
it hurts knowing it doesn\'t matter
wen alls i do is care
it hurts knowing the sun wont shine
cuz i cant take all this rain
it hurts knowing i still love you
cuz you\'ve caused me so much pain
it hurts knowing that your leaving
cuz i want you here with me
it hurts knowing we\'re jus friends
cuz thats all we\'ll ever be
it hurts knowing all i know
cuz it hurts so bad
it hurts knowing that i lost you
cuz you\'re all i felt i had.