I can't help but think that things will never change,
i can't hide the fact that you brought me all this pain.
i can no longer hide behind this mask that makes things seem ok.
all the things you've done to me, all the words that were said,
they've all torn me apart deep inside.
as i lay here broken within feeling all this pain,
like i'm being cut with a thousand knifes.
i feel like i cannot forgive.
once i think like things will be fine,
the thought of you makes me fall apart again.
it was all only a matter of time.