I wonder so often if there's such thing as true love,
without finding any answer I think about it every single day,
It might be useless, there might be nothing to look for,
I might be losing my time, wasting my strength...
I run after true love without taking a break,
I run after love which exists only in fairy tales,
It might be a lie, pure magic, a bunch of crap,
Though my heart won't surrender, won't ever stop,
Looking for an answer someday will come...
I've been told hope's the last thing to lose,
Might they lie, OH, yes they could,
Yet, I feel committed to run after this love,
I might someday achieve what for there was no hope...
OH, my love died a while ago,
I've been forced to kill all these feelings inside,
For it was not what i wanted,
so much pain, so much suffering,
they've all got me exhausted,
I'm all empty by now,
This huge heart pretending...
I try to look happy, I fake that one smile,
No one who notices I'm not like every one else...
But for there behind is hiding this sad little one,
A soul which tears of hope have run out,
Today, I suffer in silence from the wounds from the past,
For me not to be what I once was...
I try to shelter so naive, on those warm other people lips,
I try, unsuccessfully, to hide inside some stranger arms,
I feel my heart keeps empty, no single space filled out,
So weak, standing still, my heart has been dying...
I move on with the help from my friends,
I'm not alone, ain't loneliness what sickens me up,
But the ghost of the love that was never meant to be,
But the ghost of the love that has turn its back on me...
What I truly desire, what i truly dream of,
Is not to kiss the lips from some one I don't love,
But touch your skin, feel your lips on mine,
Melt in your arms for me to be complete one more time...
I hope one day you'll come to realize that you love me,
And you shouldn't have let me down...
I look forward for the day you'll knock at my door,
the day I'll kiss you all day long...
I wish I could stop loving you the way do,
The truth is I'd love you again if I could...
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For that day to come, I'll wait for you so naive,
I know you'll die before coming back to me...
