Althouh these days on earth can be fun.
but there are times which is most of the time,
I'm on the Verge of self destruction
The time i have fun are the times i hid all the pain,
Just to please the people who don't deserve to see me in all my pain,
i play happy so good sometimes i even fool my self.
But it think those days are over soon, cuz playing happy
and putting on a smile for all u ppl, is killing me more then u people realize
But letting u people seeing me in all my pain is something i wish i didn't have to do, but staying here alive is hurting me more then my Death, my suicide will hurt all of u..
