U dont understand

I get it okay
You want me to quit…
I understand
But this is something you don’t get

You don’t get these uncontrollable urges
You don’t feel like you want to die
You don’t have to listen to all these lectures
You don’t stay awake all night and cry

Yes I understand…but you don’t yet
Just give me time…and maybe ill quit
But for now just let me be and let me live my life
Im working real hard and …well…just forget it…

…you don’t understand yet…